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Man my head has to get better and stay better for more than a few hours at a time soon.
I had a great day at renfest, a great time dancing last night...
Waking up in the mornings, and being alone in this house, still just wreck me.
The question is how do you accept something that is not OK in your book? It has happened; it is real; and I am not ok with any of it (several things going on at once here btw).
1.I love her
2.I don’t want to be alone (not directly related to number 1)
3.I dont like being unemployed even for a couple days
4.This house!
5.Frustrated with self for... hell I dont even know, feeling like i have over imposed on my friends
6.The car
7.Have to be out of this house in 6 weeks-ish... where?
8.Unemployment turned down my first wek because I made too much in the 1.5 days I got to work
9.Mom's sickness
10.Bills (related to number 3)
11.Toast and cheese

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Virgo Horoscopes
(Aug 23 - Sep 22)
Monday, Apr 14th, 2008 -- Your frustration level is high today because you aren't as patient as usual. You may be tired of waiting for your chance or maybe it seems like your friends aren't giving you the support you need. If something in your life isn't working now, don't try to alleviate the situation by fixing the symptoms. You'll be happier sooner if you work on changing the underlying cause.
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hmm sounds like tomorrow is going to be fun.